Will You Cry Crucify?

©Deborah Bolack 2001
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~intro~
Walk down the road to Calvary, along the path Christ trod,
and witness there the sacrifice of the Holy Lamb of God.
Watch as the nails are driven in; each blow struck by our sin,
as willingly, Christ laid down his life in such agony and pain.

Will you with the crowd cry crucify, and spit in the Saviour’s face?
Will you turn away, and try to deny he suffered and died in your place?
Or will you to the cruel cross draw nigh, seeking out God’s gift of grace,
where the precious blood of the crucified will all your sins erase?

Hear Jesus say, “Forgive them, for they know not what they do.”
The Son of God, who knew no sin, is pleading there for me and you.
Watch as the crimson drops of blood fall on those kneeling below,
for they have found God’s redeeming love, beneath the cleansing flow.

Will you with the crowd cry crucify, and spit in the Saviour’s face?
Will you turn away, and try to deny he suffered and died in your place?
Or will you to the cruel cross draw nigh, seeking out God’s gift of grace,
where the precious blood of the crucified will all your sins erase?

Will you cry crucify, crucify,
Or will all your sins be erased?
All your sins erased.
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When I first got saved (March 18, 1985) I had no Bible knowledge. Knowing that Easter was just two weeks away, one of the first things I read about in my Bible was Jesus’ crucifixion. I wanted to learn all I could about what my Saviour had done for me. The account of Jesus suffering on that cross and shedding his blood for my sins made an indelible impression on my heart. How can anyone who reads or hears of the sacrifice Jesus made not be profoundly affected by it?

An old spiritual asks the question, “Were you there when they crucified my Lord?” The haunting tone of the song draws the listener into the scene, and truly can cause one to tremble, knowing that though not physically there, our sin was there, and it was not ‘they’ but ‘we’ who crucified our Lord. It was our sin that caused Jesus to walk that road to Calvary. It was your sin and mine that swung that hammer, driving those nails through Jesus’ hands, as he willingly endured excruciating physical pain. But that pain could not compare with the anguish Jesus must have experienced when he, the sinless Son of God, took upon himself the sins of the whole world. He became the sacrificial lamb, shedding his blood for our redemption.

As Jesus hung on that cross, blood pouring from the wounds on his head, his hands and his feet, he looked down at the crowd below, and saw the faces of those who had earlier cried, “Crucify him!” As the crowd continued to mock and deride him, Jesus said, “Father forgive them; for they know not what they do.” In the face of such amazing love and wondrous grace, how can anyone remain in that crowd crying, “Crucify!”? Why not step out from the crowd and kneel at Jesus feet where his precious blood will wash away your sin?

Luke 23:21 But they cried, saying, Crucify him, crucify him.



Matthew 27:27-31 Then the soldiers of the governor took Jesus into the common hall, and gathered unto him the whole band of soldiers. And they stripped him, and put on him a scarlet robe. And when they had platted a crown of thorns, they put it upon his head, and a reed in his right hand: and they bowed the knee before him, and mocked him, saying, Hail, King of the Jews! And they spit upon him, and took the reed, and smote him on the head. And after that they had mocked him, they took the robe off from him, and put his own raiment on him, and led him away to crucify him.


Luke 23:33,34 And when they were come to the place, which is called Calvary, there they crucified him, and the malefactors, one on the right hand, and the other on the left. Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots.

*This song was uploaded a few years ago. The year I was saved, Easter landed at the end of March, just as it does this year. I thought it was a good time to redo the music and repost it.

New Every Day



(©2010 Deborah Bolack)

Oh.. gracious is our Lord...., and blessed be his name.
Holy in all his works...., and righteous in all his ways.
Great is our.. Lord, and greatly to be praised.
His compassions never fail. They're new every day.

New every day.
                              (new every day)
New every day.
New mercies every morning,
fall like dew by God's grace.
New every day.
                               (new every day)
New every day.
God's compassions, his.... mercies are new every day.


God upholds me when I fall..... lifts me up when I'm bowed down,
opens up his.. hand.....there satisfaction is found.
Faithful is our Lord..... extending his great grace.
His compassions never fail, they're new every day.

New every day.
                              (new every day)
New every day.
New mercies every morning,
fall like dew by God's grace.
New every day.
                             (new every day)
New every day.
God's compassions, his mercies are new every day.


New every day.
                              (new every day)
New every day.
God's compassions, his mercies are new every day.
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Lamentaions 3:22, 23 It is of the Lord's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.

Psalm 145:3 Great is the Lord and greatly to be praised; and his greatness is unsearchable.
Psalm 145:8 The Lord is gracious, and full of compassion, slow to anger, and of great mercy.
Psalm 145:14The Lord upholdeth all that fall, and raiseth up all those that be bowed down.
Psalm 145:16Thou openest thine hand, and satisfiest the desire of every living thing.
Psalm 145:17The Lord is righteous in all his ways, and holy in all his works.


I was reading in Psalm 145 one day, and so many verses jumped out at me that I had to write them into a song. At first, I thought verse 1 was the chorus, but it just wasn't coming together, then two other verses in Lamentations came to me and I knew I had the chorus. I fiddled around with a couple of different sounds for the melody, and then set it aside. A few days later, I sat down at the piano and started plunking out a new melody, and I knew right away it was the one for this song.

*I originally uploaded this on May 22, 2010, but the music had a glitch, so I redid it.


Enter In


© 2004 Deborah and Christie Bolack
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short intro
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God so loved the world that he gave
his only begotten Son,
that whosoever believes in him
should have everlasting life.
Now there is no condemnation
to all who will trust Jesus Christ.
He shed his blood to save us,
and in him we now have new life.
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Enter into his gates with thanksgiving,
and into his courts with praise,
for he has poured us out a blessing.
He has saved us by his grace.
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Where two or three gather in his name,
our Lord's in the midst of them.
And we are called to worship and serve him,
'till Jesus calls us home.
He's given the words of life
to take all around the world.
Bring good news to all nations.
His commission we must fulfill.
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Enter into his gates with thanksgiving,
and into his courts with praise,
for he has poured us out a blessing.
He has saved us by his grace.
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Enter into his gates with thanksgiving,
and into his courts with praise,
for he has poured us out a blessing.
He has saved us by his grace.
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He has saved us by his grace.
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Psalm 100:4 Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him and bless his name.
Ephesians 2:8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:
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Many years ago, my daughter, Christie, and I wrote the music for the original version of this song together, sitting at the piano. It was one of my husband, Brian's favorites, and was meant to have a celtic or middle eastern sound, but blue grass was the closest I could find for a style in Band In A Box.
The song has gone through some changes over the years, including a rewrite of the lyrics in the verses, so I'm not even sure how close it is to the original!
There is a recorded version on one of my cds, but the style is a little different, and for some reason the playback feature doesn't work, so I thought I'd make an instrumental version too.


He Was Always There



©2004 Deborah Bolack
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~4 bar intro~
 
It seems so long ago, the day that I was saved,
As I retrace the steps I've made on my meand'ring way.
At times it seemed I stumbled through a darkened forest maze,
and only glimpsed the Sonlight, filtered through a misty haze.
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But, He was always there, waiting patiently.
Yes, Jesus always cared, and always walked with me.
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Though often I would say, "Some things just don't seem right,"
I didn't heed the still small voice.I let men be my guide,
until my Saviour reached out,and he pulled me to his side.
He said, "Just follow closer, and you'll walk within my light."
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Yes, He was always there, waiting patiently.
Yes, Jesus always cared, and always walked with me.
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Oh, now that I am through that dark and cloudy place,
I've stepped into the Sonlight of my Saviour's warm embrace.
My heart is overflowing with such thankfulness and praise.
I finally know the meaning of God's mercy and His grace.
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Yes, He was always there, waiting patiently.
Yes, Jesus always cared, and always walked with me.
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Yes, He is always there, waiting patiently.
Yes, Jesus always cares, and always walks with me.
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Psalm 89:13-16 Thou hast a mighty arm: strong is thy hand, and high is thy right hand. Justice and judgement are the habitation of thy throne: mercy and truth shall go before thy face. Blessed is the people that know the joyful sound: They shall walk, O Lord, in the light of thy countenance. In thy name shall they rejoice all the day: and in thy righteousness shall be exalted.
Isaiah 2:5 O house of Jacob, come ye, and let us walk in the light of the Lord.
Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.
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Yes, He is always there, and even when we seem to have lost our way, all we had to do was take a step closer, and walk in the light of his word. Our God is faithful and full of mercy and grace!

In the Strength Of the Lord



©2012 Deborah Bolack
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~4 bar intro~
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I will go in the strength of the Lord God:
I will make mention of thy righteousness.
My lips shall rejoice when I sing unto thee,
and my soul which thou hast redeemed.
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In thee O Lord, do I put my trust.
Thou my hope, my fortress, my rock.
I will praise thy truth,
O my God.
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We will strengthen our hands for this good work.
The God of heaven will prosper us.
So gracious and kind, He will never forsake.
In his manifold mercies leads the way.
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In thee O Lord, do I put my trust.
Thou my hope, my fortress, my rock.
I will praise thy truth,
O my God.
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I will go in the strength of the Lord.
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As I searched for a verse for 2012, I somehow ended up in the book of Nehemiah. Reading through the first two chapters, I was struck by the thought that although Nehemiah's job as a cup bearer was perhaps an important one, he definitely was not in a position of leadership. I was encouraged by the fact that he was not a soldier, a preacher or even a teacher, and yet God used him to get a work started. So, what did Nehemiah have that took him to Jerusalem? He had a burden....a burden that caused him to weep before the Lord and to intercede for his people....to confess their transgressions that had caused them to become a reproach....and he had a desire to do something about it. He saw that there was a need, and God put it on his heart to go. He trusted God to prosper the work.

I continued to search for a verse that said, 'go' and found my verse for 2012 here:
 
 Psalm 71:16 I will go in the strength of the Lord God: I will make mention of thy righteousness, even of thine only.
 
P.S.  This song was written almost a year ago, but my new computer wouldn't let me upload it. I now have the latest version of BIAB, which is compatible with my computer, so hopefully I'll get back to posting songs again soon!

Apollos Watered


©2011 Deborah Bolack
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When you have tried to share your faith,
 and folks just mock and turn away;
when you've responded to their plight,
 lent a hand and tried to guide;
still their hearts are cold and hard,
and they don't want to trust the Lord,
turn to God's word for our example;
Paul planted, Apollos watered.
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Apollos watered......for the Lord,
sprinkling grace on fallen man.
As labourers together,
we're fulfilling our Father's plan.
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When seeds of faith are cast abroad,
 they often fall on dry, parched ground,
and we don't seem to see results
 of our labour for the Lord.
But we're called to do our part,
in cultivating barren hearts.
We bring the water like Apollos,
and trust God to give the increase.
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Apollos watered......for the Lord,
sprinkling grace on fallen man.
As labourers together,
we're fulfilling our Father's plan.
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We gladly bear the water....to the thirsting souls of man.
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This is the theme song for our movie, Apollos Watered. Once we have a proper recording I'll repost it.

It's A Beautiful Day


©2012Deborah Bolack
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This day's too short to waste a minute.
Gotta get in the game and live life to the limit.
Won't get sidelined by circumstance;
I'm trusting God to work his plan.

'Cause it's a beautiful day; I'm soaking up the Son's rays,
basking in God's grace and his love.
He took away all my doubts, brushed aside all my clouds;
set my feet on higher ground.
Yes, it's a beautiful day.

Each day's a gift the Lord has given.
Gonna run in life's race and give my all 'till I finish.
When times get tough I'll stay on track,
following Christ, I won't turn back.

'Cause it's a beautiful day; I'm soaking up the Son's rays,
basking in God's grace and his love.
He took away all my doubts, brushed aside all my clouds;
set my feet on higher ground.
Yes, it's a beautiful day.

I'll take time to work, and take time to play;
share God's word and praise his name.
I finally see how things were meant to be.
Can't you see it's a beautiful day!

It's a beautiful day; I'm soaking up the Son's rays,
basking in God's grace and his love.
Yes, it's a beautiful day, beautiful day,
beautiful day.
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This song was written for the movie, Apollos Watered.

An Update

I thought I should make a post here just to let you know I'm still here! Unfortunately, I got a new computer and my music files aren't quite as accessible as they were on the old one, and I'm also unable to render new music with BIAB. So, please stay tuned, and watch for new songs to be posted....they will come eventually.

In the meantime, check out some of the older songs on the sidebar....and thanks for stopping by!

Jesus Knows

     ©Deborah Bolack 2004
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~intro~
God is the Great Physician, and he can make you whole.
He knows the wounds you bear; he longs to heal your soul.
Jesus will make your life new; just give your heart to him.
He'll wash the scars away; bring healing deep within.
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Jesus knows your every hurt; Jesus knows you've lost your way,
and there's no need in your life that he can't fill today.
He'll mend your broken heart, and never leave your side.
Reach out for the Saviour; you'll never be denied.
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~short interlude~
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Jesus, the gentle Shepherd, is there to guide your way.
He knows the path you take; he seeks the lost each day.
Jesus will carry you through; cast all your cares on him.
He'll hold you to his heart; deliver you from sin.
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Jesus knows your every hurt; Jesus knows you've lost your way,
and there's no need in your life that he can't fill today.
He'll mend your broken heart, and never leave your side.
Reach out for the Saviour; you'll never be denied.
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Jesus knows.
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No matter what our life experience has been, Jesus knows all about it. He knows how we’ve been hurt. He knows all the mistakes we’ve made in the past. He can take whatever we bring to him; all the pain, the filth, the brokenness, and give healing, cleansing and a new heart in exchange. He takes away the emptiness and fills us with his Spirit…..if only we ask him to.


Mark 2:17 When Jesus heard it, he saith unto them, They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick: I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.



Luke 4:18 The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath annointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised.


John 10:14 I am the good shepherd, and know my sheep, and am known of mine.


Mark 6:34 And Jesus, when he came out, saw much people, and was moved with compassion toward them, because they were as sheep not having a shepherd: and he began to teach them many things.


Psalm 23:1 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.

Lord We Come


©2011 Deborah Bolack
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~short intro~
Lord we come before you, with hearts in one accord.
We praise your holy name, and thank you for your word.
Lord we've come to intercede; we're trusting now by faith,
you'll touch a wounded heart, and draw him by your grace.

Lord we're asking, we're seeking,
We're knocking and believing.
We're praying without ceasing,
knowing you alone can save.

Lord we come before you, through Jesus precious blood.
Rejoicing now in hope, we thank you for your love.
Lord we come and we bow down to plead for one in need.
We lift him up in prayer and lay him at your feet.

Lord we're asking, we're seeking,
We're knocking and believing.
We're praying without ceasing,
knowing you alone can save.

Lord we come.
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This is one of the songs that will be featured in our movie, Apollos Watered. In the movie, there is a montage of different individuals and groups of people praying. We needed an original song for that scene, and didn't have one that quite worked, so I wrote this one.
Once we have the recording done, I'll repost the song.

The Prodigal

©1999 Deborah Bolack
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The Shepherd knows each lost sheep; He seeks those gone astray.
God understands our heartache when a child wanders away.
For the Son of man is come to save that which is lost,
and He rejoices with us when they come to the cross.
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There is joy in the presence of the angels of God.
A sinner has repented; let's make merry and be glad.
For this, my son was dead, and is alive again.
He was lost, and is found; I've received him safe and sound.
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Except the Father draw him, he'll not come to the Son.
God hears the prayers of mothers weeping for a lost loved one.
For the Lord is merciful, He is gracious t'ward us,
and He is never willing that any should perish.
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There is joy in the presence of the angels of God.
A sinner has repented; let's make merry and be glad.
For this my son was dead,, and is alive again.
He was lost and is found; I've received him safe and sound.
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He was lost and is found; I've received him safe and sound.

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Based on Luke 15:11-32 The story of the prodigal son.



God's Generous Grace

©2011 Deborah Bolack
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This winter season, unrelenting and harsh,
has battered my spirit; left me wounded and marred.
But I caught a glimpse of my dear Saviour’s plan
and I willingly yielded to God’s unseen hand.
A sacred submission; a chosen surrender
gives strength to endure, and peace beyond measure.
I’m able to rise with the winter wind’s breath
knowing God will sustain me through each trial and test.
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 I’ll keep living for Jesus out loud and on purpose
I’ll shout the victory each step of the way,
Anchored in faith I’m staying the course
Embracing my journey by God’s generous grace.
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 It’s but a season, and I soon will emerge,
prepared for tomorrow by the truth of God’s word:
There is victory through suffering I now understand
as I've walked in obedience to my Father’s plan.
My hand on His hem, I’m clinging to Jesus.
My lifeline, my tether; I pray without ceasing
I’ve carefully tended to the garden of my heart.
Reminders of spring time  now proclaim a new start.
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I’ll keep living for Jesus out loud and on purpose
I’ll shout the victory each step of the way,
Anchored in faith I’m staying the course
Embracing my journey by God’s generous grace.
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Won’t you trust and partake of God’s generous grace?

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Written for Elaine, Peace For The Journey

I must give credit for the lyrics to Elaine, as most came from her own writings on her blog. I read many of Elaine's blog posts from the past year; copied, pasted and printed to reread and highlight. Some phrases are taken word for word, others were adapted but in keeping with Elaine's message. I encourage you to visit Peace For The Journey, and read for yourself, Elaine's wonderful words of encouragement....a beautiful testimony of God's sustaining grace through her winter season.

Some of the scriptures that sustain Elaine and the foundation for the message woven through the song are:

1 Corintians 4:1&2 Let a man so account of us, as of the ministers of Christ, and stewards of the mysteries of God.  Moreover it is required in stewards, that a man be found faithful.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18 For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;
While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal.

1 Peter 5:10-11 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.

Snow Sick In Manitoba

Okay, it's April, and we're just a  little sick of snow here!